A thought

  “People like to say love is unconditional, but it's not, and even if it was unconditional, it's still never free. There's always an expectation attached. They always want something in return. Like they want you to be happy or whatever and that makes you automatically responsible for their happiness because they won't be happy unless you are ... I just don't want that responsibility.”

Monster without a name

 Tomo ni yukou   namae no nai kaibutsu

  The fairytale seems to have died moments ago,in our gardens of insanity,fading in the foggy night.
  Behind the black iron bars of my cell,my empty eyes search for something to release my soul,an evanescent feeling of relief before I fall.It's retribution,the ghosts of my crimes have come back to pick the price.There's nothing left of me,just this blank canvas waiting to be filled with colors other than black and red,like in the past.Monster without a name,soulless shell,infinite sky of lost madness,I wait in silence for the end.
  Don't avert your gaze,look at me.When the red moon comes out and the smoky fog fades away,am I that horrible to you?Be scared,it's better than to be engulfed by the radiating insanity.Monster without a name,destroy or be destroyed,none will survive as long as I'm still around.I make the black rain fall from this starless sky and lift up my wild and empty eyes.Shadows are crawling up my spine,the fears of the past all come back to me and the end is here.The wound that can't be wiped away and the nameless monster.